For my 150th post - I'm taking on a 50 day challenge!
My relationship with alcohol started in college. To say I
ever drank in moderation would be a complete lie. Sitting around with my girlfriends
now, looking back on how we drank 3+ nights a week in college, makes me almost physically
ill. Sorry liver…
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Yeah, that's not just juice... |
In college there were several occasions my drinking was out
of hand. I would do horrible, ridiculous things while blacked-out and assed-out. I am embarrassed even thinking about them now. I can remember how it felt
to be told the day later what had happened the night before and being mortified.
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I even wen t to Havasu... which I do regret |
While I thoroughly enjoyed my college experience and still
graduated with honors despite my active party life, it is not a lifestyle I
could ever go back to. Sure I miss not getting hang overs, not having to go to
class till 11:00 AM and having summers, spring break etc. OK – let’s be real,
college is AWESOME. But now there is no way my body could handle it.
Somewhere between 24 and 25 my body had had enough. Enter
hangovers. The bad kind, with puking (which is more of me violently screaming
why projectile vomiting/crying) until late in the evening. This is usually
followed with 1-2 days of recovering from the puking, which makes my whole body
hurt.
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Yes, that is a fish bowl of beer... |
Now a days I don’t go out all the time. But when I do, I usually
over-do it. I end up throwing a fit or crying at the end of the night and wake
up the next day completely useless.
And I’m
over it.
That’s why after talking to
Blake over at
Blake’s EverydayAdventures I decided it might be a good idea to give it up for a while.
Thus “Sober ‘till October” was born.
Blake and I have challenged each other to stay sober (not a
single drink!) until October 15
th, 50 days from today. It is something
we feel strongly about and are going to help each other with. Our goal is that
by the end of 50 days we will not only feel incredibly better, but we will have
broken our dependence and desire for alcohol, so that we no longer over-do it when drinking.
50 days is a long time. I know it will be hard. I know I am
going to want a cold beer while I watch football. But 7 weeks from now I might
not feel the same – and that’s the feeling I’m after.
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I was pretty proud I finished "das boot" all in one chug! |
I will just have to keep in mind all the reasons I am doing
this:
- Because I want to be successful in my fitness and health
goals
- Because I want to stop poisoning my body
- Because I want to feel comfortable in social situations
without alcohol
- Because I want to be OK going to the gym on a Friday night
instead of the bar
- Because I want to have productive Saturdays and Sundays
- Because my boyfriend/friends should never have to take care
of me because I’m intoxicated
- Because I will have more energy throughout the week
- Because I will lose weight and feel better
- Because I will save money
- Because my money can be better spent than on poisoning my body
- Because I need to learn how to have fun without alcohol
- Because I don’t ever want to have a hangover again
- Because I need to harness and strengthen my willpower
- Because I have accepted this challenge, and I am not a
quitter.
These, and so many other reasons, prove it makes sense for me
to take a break. I need to do this for myself, and prove to myself that I can
do it.
Yes, it will be a challenge. But nothing good in life comes easy.
If you want to follow along with
Blake and me on this
journey, check in on Thursdays (starting next week) as we re-cap how the
challenge is going and highlight the benefits of going alcohol free. We will be
keeping up with it on social media as well, with #sobertilloctober. We would
love for you to join in. Feel free to use the hashtag with your sober fun!
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This is not sober fun... just to be clear... look how shocked the lady is in the background |
What are your thoughts? Do you want to join us on this
challenge? Whether taking on the challenge or just being supportive, we hope you follow along.
And since all this drinking and my goal to give it up for a while IS a confession! Let's link up with
Kathy!
TTFN,